this entry's gonna be all im sorry's.
john
i got scolded by john today for coming to school late for pw. and it wasn't because i woke up late, i was up early. but i had to do housework and ive got a lot to deal with at home.. i got angry and upset initally, but oh well. i guess i shouldnt have been late. so if you're reading this wisnioski, im gonna say im sorry again. so i had a rather lousy morning. with everything happening both physically and emotionally.
kyns jean dawn jen
ive been busy with pw the past few days, so i havent been in contact with you guys.. i miss yall. sorry for being missing in action. and i do think about yall all the time. i hope yall dont get the impression that you guys are unimportant. cos yall definitely are. dawn i will call you more often okay. kyns jen jean i havent seen yall or spoken to yall the past few days. but from tomorrow onwards i'll be free free free. love you all so fucking damn much. and IM NOT NEGLECTING YOU ALL OKAY. dont ever ever think that way cos yall really are fucking important in my life.
mari
im sorry for not making an effort to call you, go out with you. as ive said, fucking PW. i miss you mari, and all the fun times we've had. i will meet up with you soon soon soon okay.
mom and dad
you guys are definitely not gonna read this. but im sorry for always shouting, and being rude everytime i get all worked up and uptight. im sorry for venting all my anger and frustration on both of you and you guys have to be the brunt of all my stress over PW and stuff and emotional turmoil. it's hard for me to control my emotions whenever im upset or frustrated or irritated or angry. papa and mama i love you both so damn much. thanks for trying your best to be good parents, for making sure i have enough money all the time, for giving in to my wants and desires. im sorry i always do stuff that will disappoint you all.
che
you are definitely reading this, sorry for always being so rude to you. for being sucha spoilt and unreasonable little sister. for always taking your makeup and clothes and not putting them back in the right place. for losing the cap of the mac eyeliner and the cover of your cranberry lip gloss. for always getting you into trouble when it's my fault in the first place. i love you angel. you got my back and ive got yours. (i hope) hahaha.
okay enough of all this emo im sorry shits. ive got oral presentation tmr. wish me luck everyone. im fucking scareddddddd. oh yea i watched mr and mrs smith today on a couch in a very dark room which had no ventilation at all and i was dying. haha. but brad pitt is to die forrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and dont get me started on angelina jolie.
haha. okay goodnight. hope i get to start work soon so i can earn kaching to add into my poor pathetic posb account.